What i really need in my current situation is just a sincere care and sharing. I can't afford to play in a GOL, I am not brave enough to start a new game, and restart again. Swt la! Fxxx! Damn it. I better put my attention on the other matter. =.= I want go home!
Miss W once said to me: "In order to achieve something, you need to sacrifice!"
This is universal law of nature rite? Balance! Everything is about Balance of life. Even the very tiny electron, need to be in equilibrium condition!
"Human kind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return." "To obtain, something of equal value must be lost." "That is alchemy's First Law of Equivalent Exchange." * quoted from Full-Metal-Alchemist *
This is so damn true! I just have to learn, and learn and learn.... about, Harmony of life.
Shit. Kinda in "DOWN MODE" these few days. I wonder why. I feel bad and guilty. Sorry guys. I am such an idiot. Hmm.. Suddenly i feel like the world is going to end somehow. =.= Luckily i talked to someone, and he remind me of something. Thanks Ping Pong Man. Hehe^^
THE F W IS GO BIG, WHY WOULD I WANT TO H TO EXPLORE LE? H SHIT. I CANT F MY D!!!!!
Ending with a warm picture taken in Nagoya with all my new friends.
At this very moment, I am Nagoya, Japan. I am writing this to myself, To always remind me the vow i have made.
Started my project right away after i have reached Japan. Have been travel for ~15 hours.. OMG.. Eventually i collapsed due to the cold weather.. and a long fatigue journey. I wasted half a day~ Haix... When i look around, Everyone is working so hard... Yet, My body doesn't allow me to do so~ I felt so bad.
Having a healthy body is always, the priority, the key, to achieve whatever you are aiming for. !@#$^&*(!@#!!!
Time to bed~ Woohoo! I am in JAPAN now.. Good night Nippon~
A person once asked me, what is my dream. I replied, ....... I feel pathetic for myself at that time. Sob Sob..
I asked my mummy during the Cny, are u happy with your life now? She smile at me. With her look and her smile. I know she does. Again, I asked her have you achieved your dream? Then she pointed at our home. I feel so glad. To know that my mummy actually living her life happily now.
As time goes, I realise there are lot of changes in life. Now, i have my dreams. I am going to change too for the sake of my dreams. The world is so big. Yet, I know too little of life. I need the strength to full-fill my dreams! !@#$%^!@#%!#@!%!#$!!!!!!
Friends. Spend Your 5 minutes listen to this. Go through the lyrics. Please =)
Dear you, Who's reading this letter Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self, Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry For someone who's seemingly about to disappear Whose words should I believe in? This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you, Thank you I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough But row your boat of dreams on Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear Just believe in your own voice For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life So build your dreams without fear Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry For someone who's seemingly about to disappear Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in There's no running away from sorrow So show your smile, and go on living the present Go on living the present
Dear you, Who's reading this letter I wish you happiness...
*Specially thanks to my beloved mentor for sharing this*
I went out with my partner Jackie Chan To meet a Pump Supplier Although things did not go the way we want Face many problems with the pump "Peristaltic Pump" Please come out! I desperately need you You play an important role To my model Shit But We did learn something During the Process.
After that we drove all the way from Sri Petaling to Jalan Pasar To search for the other component Wow Jalan Pasar is really like a Pasar Super crowded All walks of life And All kinds of human being Attitudes I just cannot understand Why would a fine person Will act such way? Is damn annoying However We did learn something During the Process.
Is a tough project Since we start from ground zero Being a DUMMY From now on I need to consult EXPERTS To help us out in the competition Things will be a lot different Feel so bad to be a troublesome person Sob Yet We are going to learn something During the Process.
God put a price on everything, Those with higher price, Obviously will have better repay. *Vice Versa*
This project is going to cost Me a lot of time and energy Still I will not even think about To HALT or To FAIL This time Because i know the Process to complete this project Is the learning process Which cannot be given to any price. (><) 凸
I finish my post with the plane: Gulfstream-II (G-II) aircraft Which going to bring my experiment kit HIGH UP TO THE SKY!
