Never Ending Story

Fear: Unknown Region!

2011-11-13T01:44:00.002+08:00

What people do not understand, they start to fear of it.

Just think of one example from your experience:
"Human do not know about space long time ago yet they face their fear and now we are able to study the solar system and so on."

To overcome your fear,
Face it slowly,
Step by step try to understand your fear,
Study the nature of your fear,
Understand your fear,
Face it slowly,
Convince yourself by doing a little effort to your fear,
Accumulate the confidence against your fear,
Face it slowly,
Don't avoid your fear,
As you do so,
You will NEVER overcome your fear.
Please,
Face it, Understand it, Do it!
You will realize your fear today might not be that scary tomorrow after all.

Cheers~

You-Know-What

2011-06-18T12:41:00.001+08:00

There are many times people are lacking of self understanding and mutual understanding. That is the main problem of this world, everything begin with selfishness and ego. The darker side of every man consumes themselves and leads to destructive decision that will greatly affect the harmony and peace of every individual life. Unpleasant situation will only be worsening if there are not any efforts or sacrifices are being made. The prices to fix the condition of our life often bring tremendous confusion and fear therefore people are not willing to step out from their comfort zone. Sometimes people do take the call to make a different but they are not determined. People who took the call and carry themselves moving forward required courage and wisdom at all time. The path will be harsh and things will be ugly but no matter what happened the most important issue is how we value the situation. You can give a smile when someone bangs your car but can you really do it? In life there are always a price to pay in order to get something else, equivalent values of life. Everything can be explained by this concept. You want the apple? You make the effort. Everyone wish people to respect and understand them, to recognize their achievement, to praise for whatever they had done well in life. The question is whoever seeking these excitements, do they do the same to other people? Conclusion is, our life belongs to us, and we have the will power to control it. What makes human so special compare to animals is because we have the ability to choose and decide. So what call do you make? You can choose to live in despair or be brave to step out the comfort zone and go on an adventure life! Woohoo, you might not know what’s coming but you can sure that you are doing yourself a big favor to yourself. You are enjoying your own life, a life that never going to restart again.

Is this New? Fresh? Familiar?

2011-06-02T15:44:00.003+08:00

You will never know what kind of knowledge is useful to you,
but that's not the excuse for not learning new things.

I wonder if everyone in this world can always have the thought of:
"Wow, this is new and interesting" in everything they come in contact.

We actually can make many wonder with the things we are having now.
All we need is just being enthusiastic to learn n apply what we have learn.

Keeping a curiosity heart but rational always is the tool to embark in new journey.
I guess~

Legacy

2011-04-17T16:29:00.000+08:00

青春样貌会随着岁月而消失，

唯有知识和精神是永恒的。

The morning night.

2011-04-09T14:45:00.002+08:00

I wonders where there are people spend their nights to do their morning routine?

Do you guys know that it is hurting your body system?

Hmm.. I guess everyone knew that.

How come this is phenomenon is so special?

LOL~ Ok. Time to reschedule! =P

Don't Ask For Permission , Just Ask For Forgiveness, Drake-The Calm.

Choice.

2011-03-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

There are a lot of wise people out there,
but,
sometimes these wise people aren't getting what they desire.

This is not because they are not wise enough nor they are in bad luck.

The main reason is they do not understand the art of choosing.

When you are on the position to make your decision,
everything is base on your taste and your courage.

One simple choice can lead to unpredictable of life.

Career Career or Career!

2011-03-18T16:59:00.002+08:00

Recently, I been to few career fairs and found out that i am not interested in any job offered there.
(actually that's not much choices) =.= Banking, Finance, Investment! All are about $$$$$$$, a friend told me that $$$$ come from technology innovation. I totally agree with him!!

But, now more and more people are going involve themselves in $$$ fields. Come on world, without science and technology there won't be any money flowing around the world. Seriously i am struggling between $$ and my own dream. ARRRR!

Today i met a guy who i believe is a financial planner. He first asked me:" you wan to earn 40k per month?" I was like err, depends on what kind of job is that. Then he reviewed that he was a engineering student himself but now he's a some sort of finance player.

Is it Worth? Become $$ slave and not doing things you love?? (I might anger a lot of people but please do understand everyone live on their own principle and this is mine. Lol.)

My ultimate goal in life is to help people and make this world a better place. (If you need my help please come to me, i won't go offering sweets to everyone. hehe..) I am willing to work for my favor job with low pay! I am willing to involve myself in science and technology research!

I am waiting for my boss! someone who can appreciate my talents!
I have faith i can find my dream career. 伯乐伯乐 where are u??

Step Out Your Comfort Zone

2011-03-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

Step up
Step out
Step away

Enlarge your comfort zone by enlarge it day by day.
Is not easy but is worth.
Now,
I will step out step up and step away.
Step by step and let's see how wonders happen!

"I am born awesome"

First of all,
I need to have a big paradigm shift.
Think about my thinking all the time.
Do not feel hesitate anymore.
Look at the clock,
Now or Never.

*Thanks to my precious sharing from all my friends*
*You guys are cool and wise!*

1 2 3 4 5....

2011-03-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

Kick Start..

Important..

Yeah~

Ying and Yang

2011-02-27T21:17:00.003+08:00

Yang Protects Yin
Yin Nurture Yang
One cause to One reason
I am writing this
because
I am out of my head
LOL
Balance of Life.

Thinking about Thinking.

2011-02-27T16:39:00.004+08:00

FYP = Final Year Project or Fuck Your Project.

Whatever you named it!

As i progress in my FYP, i realized that why it is damn important to be organized, well planned, managed when you are doing something. I found it challenging, tiring and also brain damaging on doing all sort of things at the same time!!!!!! but when i look back and evaluate what i had done, the task that i completed do really matter, is my feeling at that moment matter most...

So the problem is? The task? or the mood? hmm.. worth to think!

Now when i look at something and my brain goes crazy to come out with F words i stop doing it.
Walk away. Look at something else. Relax. Come back again 5 mins. If still my brain is full with F words. I will go take care of other things else first.. It seems promising to work this way.

Productive = Multitask. I don think so...
Productive = Work 18 hours a day. I don think so...
Productive = Multitask + work 18 hours a day. F no, i don think so...

ALL HUMAN ARE DRIVEN BY EMOTION.
It either can be a extacy to make you high up or moody pill to kill you.
If you control by this "emotion", in either way, it can drag you to hell.

Look out for your EMOTION!EMOTION!EMOTION!EMOTION!EMOTION!

Long Run!

2011-02-24T11:09:00.003+08:00

Recently i have been wondering how this world really works. I guess there aren't any
specific way of pattern as wonders can happen in a blink of an eye. The speed for a event
to take place is just like the signal travel through the neuron in our brain. It is even
faster than your heartbeat. =.=

"Every Greatness or Evilness begin with a seed in the Mind"
I realized the Mind play all the games.

You can think of apple and orange at the same time, but which to choose?
The good thing is you can "choose" and pursuit the fruit you want.

Some people are indecision and they live a miserable life, always troubled by little matters! I personally think that they can change their lifestyle by first learn "how to decide". Make a choice and make a different.

Don't be lazy to think as this is a gift for you and me.

Wee

2010-08-24T15:42:00.004+08:00

Recently i have been exposed to the real world quite a lot,
"Two steps forward and one step back",
I realize "One step back" is very crucial to me,
When i feel i am falling backward i will start to get worried,
Surprisingly,
When i stand up again the feeling is so superb,
hmm......
In the end i am still a step forward!
So friends do not fear to fall back~
Because only in this process you will notice you are moving forward!
=p

I am Weak!

2010-06-25T12:48:00.002+08:00

Hell ya,
I am weak.
I am not good enough.
More to improve.
Long journey.
Take a glance at the sky.
I am just a tiny dust.
Weee..
Emo for few hours.
Buckle up!
N
Move on!
HERE I COME U DAMN CHALLENGES!

To PWS!

2010-05-21T03:59:00.008+08:00

I am glad to meet you in my life,

you are so common at the first sight,
but,
after knowing u better,
you are just breath-taking!!

I wish to have you by my side from now on,
I don't know what might happen in the future,
but,
Now i know i want you.
Hopefully you are always beside me.

I am just a simple person,
who walk into your life from nowhere,
but,
I am going to surprise your life,
With all my might!!

I am writing this to you,
to show you how grateful i am!
and,
I wanna tell you,
^^ Saranghae ^^

I will be the little one ><

G.O.L

2010-04-25T04:57:00.002+08:00

What i really need in my current situation
is
just
a sincere
care
and
sharing.
I can't afford to play in a GOL,
I am not brave enough to start a new game,
and
restart again.
Swt la!
Fxxx!
Damn it.
I better put my attention on the other matter.
=.=
I want go home!

Give and Take!

2010-04-23T01:30:00.003+08:00

Miss W once said to me:
"In order to achieve something,
you need to sacrifice!"

This is universal law of nature rite?
Balance!
Everything is about Balance of life.
Even the very tiny electron,
need to be in equilibrium condition!

"Human kind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return."
"To obtain, something of equal value must be lost."
"That is alchemy's First Law of Equivalent Exchange."
* quoted from Full-Metal-Alchemist *

This is so damn true!
I just have to learn,
and learn and learn....
about,
Harmony of life.

W is so big! Do not H to explore! OMG!

2010-04-13T16:02:00.004+08:00

Shit.
Kinda in "DOWN MODE" these few days.
I wonder why.
I feel bad and guilty.
Sorry guys.
I am such an idiot.
Hmm..
Suddenly i feel like the world
is going to end somehow.
=.=
Luckily i talked to someone,
and he remind me of something.
Thanks Ping Pong Man.
Hehe^^

THE F W IS GO BIG,
WHY WOULD I WANT TO H TO EXPLORE LE?
H SHIT. I CANT F MY D!!!!!

Ending with a warm picture taken in Nagoya with all my new friends.

Nagoya Trip~

2010-03-23T22:07:00.004+08:00

At this very moment,
I am Nagoya, Japan.
I am writing this to myself,
To always remind me the vow i have made.

Started my project right away after i have reached Japan.
Have been travel for ~15 hours..
OMG..
Eventually i collapsed due to the cold weather..
and a long fatigue journey.
I wasted half a day~
Haix...
When i look around,
Everyone is working so hard...
Yet,
My body doesn't allow me to do so~
I felt so bad.

Having a healthy body is always,
the priority,
the key,
to achieve whatever you are aiming for.
!@#$^&*(!@#!!!

Time to bed~
Woohoo! I am in JAPAN now..
Good night Nippon~

Dreams.

2010-03-13T23:58:00.003+08:00

A person once asked me,
what is my dream.
I replied,
.......
I feel pathetic for myself at that time.
Sob Sob..

I asked my mummy during the Cny,
are u happy with your life now?
She smile at me.
With her look and her smile.
I know she does.
Again,
I asked her have you achieved your dream?
Then she pointed at our home.
I feel so glad.
To know that my mummy actually living her life happily now.

As time goes,
I realise there are lot of changes in life.
Now, i have my dreams.
I am going to change too for the sake of my dreams.
The world is so big.
Yet, I know too little of life.
I need the strength to full-fill my dreams!
!@#$%^!@#%!#@!%!#$!!!!!!

I am a mind with a body!

Tegami by Angela Aki^^

2010-01-21T02:32:00.005+08:00

Friends. Spend Your 5 minutes listen to this. Go through the lyrics. Please =)

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?

For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can't tell anyone

If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself

Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present

Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you

If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer

The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow

Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present

There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing

Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?

Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice

No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

*Specially thanks to my beloved mentor for sharing this*

MicroGravity Competition

2010-01-15T17:55:00.008+08:00

Morning

I went out with my partner
Jackie Chan
To meet a Pump Supplier
Although things did not go the way we want
Face many problems with the pump
"Peristaltic Pump"
Please come out!
I desperately need you
You play an important role
To my model
Shit
But
We did learn something
During the Process.

After that we drove all the way from
Sri Petaling to Jalan Pasar
To search for the other component
Wow
Jalan Pasar is really like a Pasar
Super crowded
All walks of life
And
All kinds of human being
Attitudes
I just cannot understand
Why would a fine person
Will act such way?
Is damn annoying
However
We did learn something
During the Process.

Is a tough project
Since we start from ground zero
Being a
DUMMY
From now on I need to consult
EXPERTS
To help us out in the competition
Things will be a lot different
Feel so bad
to be a troublesome person
Sob
Yet
We are going to learn something
During the Process.

God put a price on everything,
Those with higher price,
Obviously will have better repay.
*Vice Versa*

This project is going to cost
Me a lot of time and energy
Still
I will not even think about
To HALT or To FAIL
This time
Because i know the
Process to complete this project
Is the learning process
Which cannot be given to any price.
(><) 凸

I finish my post with the plane:
Gulfstream-II (G-II) aircraft
Which going to bring my experiment kit
HIGH UP TO THE SKY!

Someone Somehow Somewhere

2010-01-10T01:30:00.001+08:00

Someone told me my blog is very moody
(><) : Yeah, it is

Trying to cheers up jor.
(-.-) : Doing my very best!

I think is time to make a turn lo
(",) : Hola, since is a brand new year ahead.

Hmm, start by setting a target
(,") : MicroG Competition! ITP! FYP!

After that what le?
(=.=) : Graduate lo!

One and a half year to go~
(*.*) : not to long. Juz nice. XiXi~

No more messing around for the sake of my family.
('.') : Continue to Proceed in my dream.
(^^) : I love my family!

Indulging In The Music Pool

2010-01-07T00:56:00.007+08:00

Clubbing is one the favourite hobby of mine
I bet many other people like it too
Standing inside the club
Listening to the music
Body of mine
Start to move
Start to go with the rhythm
Sway with the music
left left
right right
turn turn
pi pi
pa pa
la la
h'g h'ng
Is so damn relax
Forget about
The tension
The compression
The damn SITUATION
I can just feel the energy
Flow around me
Filling up my soul
Cant wait to go club again
Dancing is just part of my life
Enjoy every single moment of dancing
* this post is like a body figure (",) *

2010

2010-01-01T03:47:00.003+08:00

Brand New Year Ahead.
Writing this on 1-1-10.
Sound cool to me.
I went to a bar at Jonker,
The Dj shouted :
" Fuck those 2009 Problems"
I was like .........
Yeah! Fuck those Problems.
Woohoo!
Live On~
And Live to the MAX!
Is a brand new year,
Hoping for a better tomorrow!
God bless me and everyone!
Thank God for giving me all this~

Imprison Soul

2009-12-27T02:56:00.003+08:00

Once a lady came into my life,
She brought me happiness.
But one day,
She took it from me.
Until this very moment,
I have been a brave soul,
to overcome the sadness,
Yet in vain.
I tried very hard,
however,
I do feel upset whenever i got drunk.
I will start thinking about her.
I dreamt about her,
I wish i can just walk with her.
Talk to her.
Is living hell without her.
Please la.
I need a new environment.
Damn it man...

So in love..

2009-12-21T04:48:00.002+08:00

Jus finish off this movie,
A splendid movie.
But,
Depends on how you see it la.
Haha.
So touched by the love story inside.
True love is hard to be found.
Hmm..
And Venice.
Is really beautiful.
I wish to visit there one day xD

123456789....

2009-12-13T13:56:00.006+08:00

Just back from the movie "Couple Retreat",
Fascinating story line,
Great values,
Cute couples.
Now only i realised,
how much mistakes i have done to the one i love most.
Is too late though,
but i will remember the lessons forever.
Life is nothing,
if u cannot have the one who u love most,
to share every single moment with them.
Why would u need people around you,
that,
u cannot cherish them?
u cannot share with them?
u cannot enjoy the moment together?
If you don't have the guts to lost anyone,
HOLD THEM TIGHT!
TELL THEM U NEED THEM!
SHOW THEM UR HEART!
phew...
I'm suck!

I have Decided.

2009-12-05T17:22:00.003+08:00

A strong will.
A right mindset.
A brave heart.
A dream.
A goal.
Are what i need most.
Now.
I will start my journey.
A new chapter of my life.
Brand new adventures.
Wish my self luck.
=D

Precious Moment in Life

2009-11-30T01:40:00.007+08:00

As time goes,
Many thing might just slip away from you,
You might end up regretting in a corner,
Asking yourself a question :
"Why didn't i capture the moment tightly?"
Flashing back to the old time,
Actually,
many memorable stuff of mine,
happens during i was in secondary school.
Looking back to those form 5 pictures,
I realise how stupid am i by that time,
RUNNING AND SHOUTING IN THE CLASS.
OMG.
IS SO EMBARRASSING TO DO IT NOW.
But is fun!! =D
I am still in university now,
I bet funny stuff going to happen once in a while.
I wish! =p
I hope i can make all these my precious memories,
when i gets old.
Wakeke~
Enjoying life in University now.
For my friends out there,
GO OUT.
HAVE FUN.
ENJOY LIFE.
WRITE YOUR OWN STORY OF LIFE.
SO WHEN YOU ARE OLD,
YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL UR CHILDREN.
DO ENJOY BEFORE IS TOO LATE!
BEING A STUDENT IS SO DAMN FUN!

But be rational please.. LoL..

Art Of Interaction

2009-11-25T02:52:00.008+08:00

Communication between human is really hard to understand.

Is like an art,
An art which u cannot master in a day or two,
Or even not in your life time.

Because there are so many type of people in this world.

When u talk to type A people u need to change to frequency A.
When the person is from world B u need to change again.

The situation will be even worse,
if u meet someone is not even want to talk to u,
Yet, u need to talk to them. WTF!

Lalalala.. This keep going on.

Is very hard to find someone you really can talk with.

Especially those who you are comfortable with.

I wish i can meet someone who can be my soul-mate.

Start to get tired with all these nonsenses lo....

Reality and Fantasy

2009-11-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

Start talking without doing is super damn easy job.
And now.
Im talking.
Hehe.. but not really doing on what im talking.
Shit.
It suck.
I feel terrible.
I feel vegetable ><
How to change a kilobit/sec engine.
Into something like megabit/sec engine.
I need high throughput brain.
I know is hard.
I reach my limitation liao.
I guess so.
Really wish to make those ideas in my brain
into reality.
Fantasy world is not my world.

Eyesight

2009-11-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

Eyes are very important to us.
When you look at someone's eyes.
Carefully.
You will see something.
Some people have really sharp eyesight.
Is like their eyes are talking to you.
They can even "speak" with their eyes.
I met a lady.
She has the eyes that i never see before.
Is powerful and is tempting also ><
I bet she going to make a lot of guys falling for her.
How come she has a such remarkable eyesight?
But no one else does?
Is that because of her confidence?
Her spirit?
The flare inside her that's burning.
Or she knows some tricks?
Huhu~
I wish i know.

My weekend.

2009-11-08T03:27:00.006+08:00

Jus back from a adorable little girl's birthday celebration. Is a nice experience though, i have spent around 1 hour to find a restaurant call 'Full House' in Kelana Jaya area. A nice surrounding with many polite peoples who serve you. Strongly suggest my friends to pay a visit there but please ask for a confirmation of direction before u depart. Don't wish you will end up in the middle of no where jus like me. SWT! FullHouse~ We took some pictures there, enjoying the dinning there especially the cute little cakes. End of the first half journey.

Full House Cafe~

Then, we drove all the way to the center of KL and wanted to go Luna Bar ( A place where i again strongly suggest my friends to go for pak tou ) but too bad is saturday night and we need to pay to enter. As everyone is not in the mood of spending so much tonight. Hehe. We moved on to pavilion to continue our second half journey.

A pool inside the Luna Bar~

Lastly we end up in pavilion, sit down, have a drink. Is time to go home... hehe~

Torconal Merlot~

Having a bunch of friends around you,
hanging out with them,
work together with them,
talk with them,
share with them,
shop with them,
crap with them,
and bla bla bla bla with them.
Is a wonderful thing to do.!
I wish this chapter of my life can go on forever,
Having a bunch of great friends around me.
Yet,
I wish to have a soul partners too.. wakakkaka~

Miscellaneous Feeling

2009-11-04T11:45:00.004+08:00

Have been quite a period i never update my blog lo.
I'm wondering is there anyone out there reads my blog?
Recently i have been using my brain to figure out something.
Something wrong is
going on in my life.
I can't find the problems.
I can't fix it without a clearer problem of statement.
What am i going to do?
Feels suck.
I need a counselor la.
Sob Sob =(
Who can talk to me?
Seriously i need a motivator.
A energizer in my life.
This time i wanna be a listener instead of a speaker.

Yerrrr...

2009-10-25T22:53:00.005+08:00

Recently fall in love with shopping le..
Got myself some new clothes new spec ><
Gonna let mummy kill me this time..
Wakaka~
Spent alot these few weeks a.. !@#$^%$^&(#$%!!!!
Got myself many new stuff.. =p
Hopefully mummy won't be angry with me..
Woohoo~

* Fall in love with this shirt so
i brought him home from G2000 *

MY 21st birthday celebration~

2009-10-14T21:38:00.008+08:00

I had my super duper special celebration of birthday ever.
And is on my 21s birthday. omg..
On my birthday eve, me , ah chua and xuanhao went to alamanda for sushi king.
Sweat lo, people having holidays but im at cyberjaya. So pathetic (-.-).
I ate around 12 plates of sushi and im done.
Is freaking full!! After that we went for a movie :Surrogate!
This movie is kinda cool and i like it.. LOL..
The guy who preparing sushi for us name MR Ray =p

On my birthday 13th itself,
I spent my whole day in my campus nano lab~
With a bunch of lunatic > Ah chua + XuanHao + PohAnn + Karen + Bhong!
Is freaking tired to do experiment from early in the morning 9am to late evening.
In total we have produce 70 samples of quantum dots.

After the experiment session, we all went to kajang for satay! huhu~
But the satay doesnt make us full.. swt!
Then our sir lead us to another restaurant for second round of dinner.
The soup there " la tang " is freaking hot n spicy, however, is nice. haha.
We crapped around and went back to cyberjaya around 9pm.

Early in the morning of a day after my birthday,
I went to back to my lab to take reading of our samples.
Haix~ MING KU LA~
Fortunately, i did something very interesting this time!
My sir bring us to visit "labs" in UM : Institute of Graduate Studies.
In there,
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
Is the most advance lab which i ever been too..
wahpianngggggggggggggggggggggggggg~
There are few "ferrari" in the lab. (=.=||)
The instruments there are worth millions. wow.. How good if i can work there.. hehe~

Lastly i would like to thanks all my friend wishes and those lunatic who spent their time with me during my 21s birthday. ^^

表白～

2009-10-12T23:43:00.003+08:00

用真心话，
把自己的心意转达出来，
不怕失败，
不怕后悔，
大胆大声的说出来，
抱着一颗真诚的心，
诚恳的心，
这应该叫表白吧！
有了感觉，
就想表态，
就会期待，
但，
未必会得到想要的答案。
哈～
认命咯！
可怜到爆！sobsob~

BIG BOY!

2009-10-12T22:57:00.002+08:00

Officially 21 lo..
Woohoo~
I'm an adult now..
Things going be very very different from now on..
Excited yet kinda scare..
BUT what to do!
This is life..
A brand new chapter of my life is coming now..
I will behave..
I will grow..
I will be steady n slow..
I will be patient..
I will be cool..
I will be sincere..
I will be brave..
More and more to learn..
I'm ready...
WOOHOO~

This is so not cool

2009-10-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

Last 2 papers to go,
but im sick.
Yet,
im forced to sit for the exam.
LOL.
Jz wish not to fail them both.
Zz..

要活的快乐！

2009-09-27T12:13:00.003+08:00

不是所有事情是可以理想
又完美的画上句号的。
偶而是必要做出牺牲，
你不会知道未来的事情，
就算你是可以计算到的也未必是100%。
何必呢？
人生不就是要快乐吗？
往往我们都被恐惧阻止了我们的决定。
恐惧是一种很强烈的感觉。
要勇敢。
不要因为怕而改变自己的一生。
哈哈。。

*quote from my own comment*

Fall FOR DSLR ><

2009-09-26T11:42:00.005+08:00

Taken when i went our for drinks
with my bunch of buddies..
This is so cool..
Always wondering how those
photographer took this kind of pic..
Walaaaaaa..
I took mine.. kaka..
thanks to avex for teaching me !!
hehe..
Kinda obsesses with the camera now..
But it will coz me alot so not going to think abt it now..
Mayb future..
Huhu^^

Random moment.

2009-09-20T17:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when i feel so helpless,
I will feel super down,
and i tend to give up hopes in life,
I will start asking myself,
Am i so lousy in life?
The echo in my deep heart respond,
I will feel even worse ><
But recently i found a solution for that,
And the answer for my problem is to...
WASTE TIME...
SITTING OUT THERE SOMEWHERE..
UNTIL THE SUN COME OUT..
THINKS NOTHING..
CALM DOWN..
BECOME AN IDIOT..
DO STUPID STUFF..
GET TIRED..
AFTER THAT GO BACK N SLEEP..
LOL..
Sometimes we need to pamper ourselves rite?
Haha.. Should do stuff that comfort us most..
Although is stupid..
I wish one day a meteor will fall in front of me,
A METEOR..
A BRIGHT ONE..
HIT ME..
SWEAT....

Fear or Free will?

2009-09-17T15:32:00.007+08:00

From the moment we are able to learn,
we are equipping ourselves with skills,
all sort of skills, as much as possible,
hoping one day we can protect ourselves,
protect the love ones in our life,
giving a promising present and future to our own and others,
what makes us being so motivated and initiated?
Have you ever think of that?
Isn't the feeling of fear that drive u to start working hard?
Or everything is base on the free will of your?
Even though we might end up in the same ending point,
Yet,
Isn't the feeling is not same at all during the process?
Which one can bring u more pleasure?
Which route can satisfy you more?
The answer is up to you ><
Works under pressure and fear won't bring out good results.
Works without these two won't bring out any results.
Weird, this is life.
Balance is the only key to life. To a healthy life.
Everyone define their life differently.
How do you define your?
Choosing between fear and free will?
The choice is not given to you.
But,
"You can fight for it".

Striking for the best

2009-09-07T01:45:00.004+08:00

Get to the top of the world is freaking hard.
Staying at there is even harder.
As for now.
I must admit and accept.
I don have the capability to get there.
I have reached my limitation.
I'm tired.
My soul feel empty again.
Just want to do stuff which i like.
Follow my heart, my instinct.
Trying not to be so negative.
I face my challenges optimistically.
I welcome my day with a smile.
I accept failure and grow stronger.
I always learn from mistake.
I just want to enjoy my life.

" Wise one will learn from their mistake, Wiser one will learn from other mistake"

Birthday!!

2009-08-26T01:27:00.011+08:00

Since my birthday is coming soon,

i am wondering how am i going to celebrate my 21st birthday le.. woohoo~
But i am in the totally blank situation now, i have no idea at all..
Feel so down ==
Don wish to celebrate it just like that.
Every year birthday is like normal day to me.
So far nothing too happening happened in my history lo.
Really wish i can celebrate with ppl who i like..
Share my joy with the right one..
hehe..
However,
This year, can consider is a wonderful year for me.
I did many stuff which i had never done before.

Redang Trip
*Best beach which i have never been to before
I am going back there soon*

My MINI P.
Quantum Dots.
*Too bad i cannot show my 2nd set of result. The colour is even nicer*

OSE Camp and had fun with bunch of my buddies.
*Is my pleasure to work with every single one of you*

Famine 30!
*Unforgettable memories and i met AH MEI for live performance ><*

Lastly i end my post with the pic after
i have starved for 30 hours.
*Woohoo~*

I think with all these excitements in my life so far,
is the best present ever for me la.
Appreciate everything.
Yet,
Hoping the fun never ends.
^^

Sight Seeing.

2009-08-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Feed my eyes with wonders of the world.
woohoo!!

Talking a long walk within myself..

2009-07-28T01:59:00.007+08:00

Sometimes thing do happen..
Accidentally!
Surprisingly!
Unpredictably!

What is your response when you are in this kind of situation?

Will you find excuses to console yourself if the incident isn't pleasant?

Will you compliment yourself if it is something outstanding?

Sometimes i do feel myself are finding excuses to overcome my own feeling.

Is this a right way to bring peace to myself?

I don't know.

But it does make myself feel better, at least i can keep moving.

A mortal, can really achieve something beyond the space,
beyond your own very imagination??

Obviously YES!

But can i?

Feel so tiny when i realize stuff that i know isn't much.

Knowledge is so seducing. You will want more and more.

But how?

Bearing with the hardship of life.

Keep on wishing not to disappoint the one who u love.

I am on a quest of soul-searching.
Till the very moment i can find the very own dream of mine.
I cannot stop.
Living blindly,
can't bring me far,
can't bring me the satisfactory.

Not giving up, i am hanging on.

But hang on what? haha...

懊恼　vs 无奈

2009-07-15T15:25:00.006+08:00

当你遇到一个没对与错的问题时你应该怎样？
随心？理智？很模糊咯。。

不做决定，难平复自己的心情。一直逃避，又不是办法。想解决，不知如何才是好。
！＠＃￥％…………＆×（－。－）

有谁可以教我吗？分享一下？

明明感觉都还在，只是有点忘了。
想找回忘了的感觉。
但找回后，
自己会好受吗？
真的是自己想要的吗？
很多时候学习放松，冷静也不错啊！
有必要去换个角度评估某些事情。
我需要冷静。思考。观察。寻找。

Super duper hectic life

2009-07-09T01:44:00.003+08:00

Mini P + OSE events = dead ken.
now OSE events have come to and end.
Mini P = not so dead ken.
LOL~

During this OSE events, i knew many people lo, especially all cute little junior! hehe... at the same time, i found myself really have great and supportive friends around me. I'm juz too lucky to meet u all! hereby i wanna say thanks to you all who willing to be friend with me ><

I wish our friendship really can last forever!
Mucks!!!

Although this semester is super duper hectic, but i have learnt alot lo. Especially for the mini p, i never regret i join in for this project. It is very tiring n difficult and even need to risk our own safety during the experiment BUT IS WORTH! FREAKING WORTH!

More to come! i am ready for it! i wan to push back my cgpa! my ultimate aim! arrr...

end my post with OSE logo!!! woohoo~

Quantum Dots.

2009-06-21T20:21:00.003+08:00

** Liquid in this picture is nanoparticles with different size( in nano scale ) , their colour is because they all have different size. My main objective for this sem is to make these!!**

i wish i can make this out from the lab.. hehe.. hopefully!! =p

Important Message to all ur mummy's children

2009-05-08T17:25:00.005+08:00

Just right click on the image and save the image to ur pc and read through the message inside. It only take u 3mins to finish it. Please do so in order for u to realise something that u might regret if u do not do it when u have the chances.

Happy Mummy's day to every mummy out there!

Destiny.

2009-04-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

" A man does what he can until his destiny is revealed to him "

I get this line from ' The Last Samurai '. hehe.. This sentence is true n accurate!! Since we do not know what is ahead of us. Everything seems so unpredictable, especially to people at my age. Tomorrow? Future? Is the biggest question mark in my life at this very moment. Depends on fate la!! I do not buy that and i hate that, feel like everything is so blur, so scary, so empty. Grab every single opportunity that u could and never regret is my motto. BUT CAN I?? Is this world really that ideal? Too bad nothing is perfect. God u are clever, leaving so many space for us to improve. LOL.

我的自述

2009-04-13T00:02:00.005+08:00

A picture i took when i was doing

my assignment,
something that i did for nothing,
something i like to do whenever i want,
my friends say i'm mad.
I'm someone who is always come out with unpredictable action.
i do anything wherever whenever.

woohoo is the my favourite sound effect.
talking non stop is my hobby.
running ard is my routine.
shouting with my friends is my habit.
doin unusual stuff is part of my life.
i'm retarded when my brain malfunction.
i tend to ring ring with my friends and they would answer me with hello.
These are the things i do when i'm too busy to finish off my work that should be done.

For those who read this.. haha.. i bet ur brain is thinking : "what's goin on with this fellow?" LOL. i end this post with a link, feel free go have a look. i bet u will be laughing after that.

the unicorn.lol.

Redang trip v2!!

2009-04-06T02:56:00.009+08:00

some of the view!!

night view!!

blue sands ><

people that i meet in redang! woohoo :p

specially dedicated to si ka cuak =p

问题！！

2009-03-26T00:33:00.005+08:00

人的一生有很多问题，
有些是自己找的，
有些是没选择的，
无奈的是没办法去解决！

不说没选择的问题，
有时候想想看，
是不是不该去做某些事，
而引起不必要的问题？

我是问题小孩。。
我未来的工作是解决问题的人。。
我会想一却的方法，
最佳的方法，
去把问题减到最低。。

但，
在感情世界里，
我就是永远的那么无奈，
不想再这样了，
很累，很悲哀，
不想再为这些问题而烦。
我可以吗？你能帮我吗？

Redang trip

2009-03-25T18:19:00.009+08:00

Redang is really a nice place for vacation,
the environment is splendid,
the sea is so beautiful,
especially for a sea lover like me!! =p
the only thing i not so happy is
im freaking dark now. lol.

I experience many new stuff during this trip. OMG!
I never thought of all this all the time.
Many of my first time.

Hv u ever see a sky fill wit stars?
I saw few hundred of them blinking above me.

Hv u ever swim with colourful fishy around u?
I did and there are alot of them ><

Hv u ever try to chase fishes under the sea?
I did and i look like a mad man =p

Hv u ever grab a living fish under the sea?
I did when i try to feed them.. hehe..

Hv u ever see 'blue sand'?
little dot which glow in the dark?
I did and is pretty cool..

Hv u ever walk on white sandy beach?
I run on them coz im too excited.. haha..

There are many good memories..
I miss the sea,
the sand,
the wind and everything at Redang..
woohoo.. waahaa.. omg..
i wan go there again (",)

LIfe

2009-03-21T05:33:00.004+08:00

It had been a super hectic week for me,
3 exam papers consequently,
numerous of meeting for the coming orientation series event,
non-stop input to my brain,
data overflowed!!!
sometimes i wonder :
why would i live on like this? ><
everyday study n prepare for exam.
IS FREAKING TIRED!!!!

yet,
i like it.. lol.. don know why..
maybe now is the time for me to train myself,
to cope with the life i might encounter in the future.

Lastly, i end my post wit a photo i took when
me n my buddy stuck in the lift in FOE faculty =p

太过无聊了！

2009-03-03T03:48:00.006+08:00

冷静思考以后，
原来每天望着天空都有不同的感觉，
并不是因为今天的天空有所不同，
而是自己有着不同的心情。
往往都会觉得为什么今天身边的人
都不爱和自己谈天。
原来是自己不想说话，不是别人静。
把自己当为出发点看世界
是多数的人会做的。
偶尔，
换换角度看看周围，
可能会不同哦！
听着一样的歌曲
但每次都怀着不同的感觉，
这应该叫心情吧。
最难控制的，值得研究的，
情绪 -- EQ。

Useful tips =)

2009-02-27T16:32:00.002+08:00

ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.
Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, t heir conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE.
Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR.
When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE.
When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX.
Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.
Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT.
Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE.
Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.
In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN.
Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE.
Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN.
When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN.
Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN.
Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN.
When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN.
Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN.
Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN.
W hen you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY.
Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY- ONE.
Spend some time alone.

At this moment.

2009-02-27T16:09:00.002+08:00

今天一起床，
觉的自己最近很像什么都没做到，
不知道自己每天其实是在为了什么。
时间到了就睡觉，
该起床时就开眼睛。
还是一样的问题。目标？
很无奈，
不知这世上除了我还有没有其他人和我你样？
在过日子还是在活的有意义？
也许是我在发傻　><
在胡言乱语.....

Special moment taken =)

2009-02-21T17:17:00.004+08:00

Some pictures taken when we feed a tiger.
1. Tiger : yo, any bites?
2. Tiger : woohoo! thanks.
3. Tiger : hey, can you move it inner abit? i promise i wont bite.
4. Tiger : (damn! they won't fall for it.. keke)
5. Tiger : yes!! got it ><
6. Tiger : grr!! grr!! yum yum!!
7. Tiger : fuuuu.. yummy snack.
8. Tiger : sien.. nothing to do..
9. Tiger : time for bed again. tata..

LOL.... the tiger is so cute!!

First day of the week

2009-02-16T19:13:00.006+08:00

Monday.
Normally is a day which i expected most,
because Monday is the day i will go back to my school.
Meeting my friends.
Having class. Crapping around.
But today is not like the Monday i'm expecting.
i had class from morning 11am~7pm
(*more to come for this trimester >< )
and i met someone who i don't really wish to see.
It does affect my mood.
YL telling u here. i'm fine. serious!
don keep on repeating ur words to me ><
Im moving on!!

End with a picture of myself taken during single valentine == lol

* taken by eric *

MMu Cyberjaya 12th CNYE Banquet Night

2009-02-15T19:17:00.012+08:00

Our gathering dinner at grand hall on 12.2.09 =p
My fellow buddies in cyberjaya. 我的猪朋狗友!!!
( got more la but they don wan take pics with me >< , hehe! ) Mucks.. Love u guys!!! Specially dedicated to all of my friends!!!
YuYing thx for the pictures!!!
woohoo =p

* In this picture le, alot to introduce o!! hehe =p
* Semua budak-budak MMU except got 2 persons not from MMU. lol
* Start from the top left - zinc , wenbing , moon , siwen , ahyou ,89 , kk , hanpei , suki
* Middle row - chinyi , ahbiau , qianwei , grace , choon ,ahhai , ken , weiheng , jain
* Bottom row - mrlim , wenshin , baobao , weisheng , seehan

Goal

2009-02-13T18:28:00.003+08:00

Life is like a football match..
Many Possibilities la..
Win , draw , lose ,
red card , yellow card , injured and can't cont the game , bla bla bla...
But what concern us most and the most important thing is our :: GOAL..
When u have a GOAL only will u have a target to pursue.
No matter how difficult is the process,
being determined and persistent will bring us closer to our GOAL.
This is the hardest part yet the essence of all..
I have goals, short term goals.
Once i completed it, i feel empty again. lol
how? what shd i do? feel so blur now.
setting a goal. a long term one. a goal which keep me moving all the time.
a goal which take me further from where i am now.
a goal a goal a goal a goal.
I wan a goal.

*********************************
Eye Of Msia.

Favourite anime of all time!!!

2009-02-09T02:11:00.001+08:00

GUNDAM!!! Dreams of human kind!!! lol..
so fun putting all your favorite pictures together!!!
i edit myself.. hehe..

谢 Thanks

2009-02-07T15:41:00.011+08:00

I think is time to say bye bye to CNY lo..

"" 欢乐的时光过的特别快，又是时候讲拜拜！！""
As time flies,
I realize that the true meaning of CNY is abt family reunion and friends gathering.
Is really a super duper hyper enjoyable CNY.
So happy when i can see the laugh of the peoples who i love.
Spending precious moments with them.
Sharing and consoling.
Crapping with each other.
Feeling each other warm heart.
Thanks god for bestowing me a wonderful life.
感恩上天赐我个幸福的天空。
Sincerely wishing everyone around me happy and cheerful always.

So in love wit this song.. hehe..

2009-01-22T01:19:00.006+08:00

我们的爱 ( 大喜事 OST )
手交给你一身交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见幸福在心底
牵你手心相伴一世纪
我会永远承诺保护你
直到我们连皱纹都老去
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱没有四季每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
手交给你一身交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱没有四季每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
让我看仔细
永远不要忘记
所有好心情坏脾气苦与乐都珍惜
我们的爱没有四季每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱心有默契不管是谁会先停止呼吸
Ave Maria
Ave Maria

feel so warm after listen to it..
really wish to have someone to share with..

Inspire + cool story

2009-01-17T04:43:00.031+08:00

Step Up ( 2006 )

" Every second chance
begins with a first step "

Step Up 2 : The Streets
( 2008 )

" It's not where you from,
It's where you at "

Stomp The Yard ( 2007 )

" Beyond the pride.
Beyond the rivalry.
Beyond the tradition. "

Recently have been stalking this type of movie. hehe..
Story in these 3 movies is really
motivating and inspiring.
Is worth watching it, particularly for youngster!!!
Pursuit your own dream without hesitation ><

* Anyone have any nice movie to intro *
please drop me the title =p
Thanks.

Accumulation..

2009-01-15T21:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i went to the gym nearby my house, was thinking to lose some weight. Is not the first time i been there so i don't feel extra surprise when i saw all the muscular man walking around. LOL. i always wonders how they train their body to such shape. =p

so i approach one of the muscular man and start a short conversation.

me : hi , nice body u have there.
X-man : (gentle smile). Thanks.
me : U always come to this gym?
X-man : Quite. how about you?
me : oo.. i only drop by to have some fun. =)
X-man : ok, why don u put more effort from now on. Come here more often. work out at the gym not only can build a new figure but also healthy body.
me : oO.. how long have u been training??
X-man : almost 5 years.
me : .....................................................

OMG!!! 5 years.. walao e.. walao e.. walao e.. walao e.. walao e.. walao e..
Damn it!!! after listen to him. lol.. again i realize nothing is easy on this world ==
everything is about accumulating. especially EXPERIENCE . Is ok, fine, work harder lo. huhu..

Dreaming ==

Something Creative yet Stupid.. hehe..

2009-01-11T00:51:00.015+08:00

After the damn final exam so is time for to pack and head back to a place >> HOME!!
and the worst part of this journey is PACKING..
haix.. damn i hate to pack.. especially to fold my clothes.

i did something.. err.. i think is cool.. lol..
this is how i work my way out ( lazy style ). wakaka.
mummy say i'm yeng!! lol..

First step : put all the clothes together.

Second step : align them neatly.

Third step : Fold them together ( 9 in 1 )

Fourth step : put them in bag.. lol.. look neat wat.. =p

Some songs to share =X

2009-01-05T05:43:00.006+08:00

1. Be Ok by Ingrid Michaelson

2. New Soul by Yael Naim

you can listen it from the recent added player =)
more to come!!

Trying very hard!!

2009-01-04T01:48:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow , tomorrow and tomorrow.
Always wishing for a better tomorrow.
But,
The fact is nothing is getting better.
Broken heart don't seem to get back to 1 piece again.
This is sheer torment to me.
Haix.
Maybe all these need a longer time than i can have imagined.
How nice if there's a person who can understand what i'm feeling.

2009..

2009-01-01T13:58:00.003+08:00

Woohoo..
Is a brand new year from now on,
Life isn't going to be the same from this point onward,
If we make some changes. LOL.
There's always been choices in our life which will change the way we live.
AND I MADE MY CHOICE THIS TIME.
Thanks to her for giving me a wonderful memories
and have taught the meaning of life.
I deeply appreciate for what comes into my life all this time.
I'm GRATEFUL to have my family and a bunch of cute friends around me.
Thank god for giving me all these.
I will cherish every single moment of my life,
and never waste it for not worthy purpose.
Thanks. hehe..

X'mas party!!! hehe..

2008-12-28T22:01:00.012+08:00

Boy : javen , jones , avex , ken

Girl : wendy , huiyee , jac

Bunch of idiots. wakakakak..

A wonderful X'mas spent together with a bunch of funny buddies.
Hehe..
Is a warm and cheerful X'mas this year..
Thanks to my buddies..
Specially dedicated to u all..
C u guys during CNYE..

Chicken wings. lol

look so serious ><

Dog + Elephant.. =p

My lovely + sot plug brother. =)

mystery guess.. hehe..

Being emotional.. AGAIN...

2008-12-24T04:24:00.002+08:00

1 , 2 , 3 ...
everything back to zero again
is really sarcastic when I'm able to say it
LOUD AND CLEAR
I'M HAPPY I'M FINE
but
the truth is I'm not.
1 , 2 , 3 ...
start everything all over again.
=P

Learning to control my emotion from now on.
Don't want to be upset so easily from now on.
Jz stand up again and back on track all the time.

Meaningful words to share wit my friends!!

2008-12-17T16:46:00.003+08:00

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when

we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting

and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them .

TO MOON AND IVAN!!!

2008-12-16T22:53:00.017+08:00

succes!!!!

C 3 sohais... wakakakaka..
everytime i look at these pictures..
i will laugh like madness...
hahahahhaha...

and some failure..

**From left to right in the middle: ken , moon , ivan**

**notice there are few person keep on appearing one :
purple pants - joyce!!
blue pants - jenny!!
red shirt with spec - eros!!**

**Specially thanks to our camera gal > LOL< - suki!!**

你。。

2008-12-16T00:12:00.008+08:00

一位好友告诉我。
"世界上很多美好东西都是意外的"
可是我却觉得我们的相遇是缘分。
虽然我自己不懂什么是缘分，
但，像我们这样算是吧。
偶尔想回我们的过去，
会让我笑，让我哭。
不管怎么样我还是很希望继续地走下去，
很想知道我们的结局会如何。
我知道不能了=(
今天和你聊天，感觉很像回到以前，
可是，
似乎有道墙。
感到安慰又伤心，
无奈，可是没办法。
想牵你的手又怕把你吓跑，
于是看着你，微笑着。
也许缘分到了终点吧，
都不重要,
你幸福最重要。
一点的悲伤又算是什么？

PC fair!!!

2008-12-14T13:19:00.006+08:00

Woohoo.. i instal a new set of sub woofer to my pc..
really fall in love to it.. hehe..
my new baby is only 1 day old.. i carry it for almost 30min distance.. zzz..
damn heavy!!!
now i can enjoy my favourite music..
my house will nvr be quiet againnnnnnn!!!!
Woohoo..

Alone..

2008-12-10T03:50:00.005+08:00

I feel I'm so tiny.
I only able to spot things that are around me.
I wanted to look far but what's in front is way beyond my capability.
Who knows what going to happen the next minute u step outside?
Dreams. Pursuing dreams is something that keep us going.
Do you clear about your own objective?
I know I'm not. I haven't found my direction. I'm lost.
For now, i only wish to live happily with my family and those who i love.
What awaits ahead is a different chapter of story. Who cares!!
You should live the way you want now.
Daddy always tell me : Don't worry too much! Cheers! Things are going to be ok!
Haha.. Daddy is right.
I miss my parents, my sister, my family.
Tears coming down.
Tears of Joy because i know somewhere there's still a home for me.
I'M NOT ALONE...

WOoHOo..

2008-12-06T19:01:00.002+08:00

3 persons.
1 tall. 1 average. 1 short.
( and a unknown OBJECT -- piangpiang )
From Cyber to Malacca.

Non-Stop complaining for food.
Non-Stop eating from noon to midnight and back to business after few hours. LOL
Non-Stop driving almost half of the town just for PISANG GORENG.
Non-Stop Jamming.

Is very tiring to use up all ur stomach capacity.
BUT,
Eventually everyone enjoyed themselves and went back with a smile on their face.
Haha.

Re Evaluate!!

2008-12-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

Is quite sarcastic when u insist on something that u think is right but in the end everything goes wrong.

Is quite tired when u need to go through everything all over again.

Is quite upset if u end up in the wrong turn and have to take another U-turn. How many U-turn must one take in order to reach the correct destination?

Is quite happy when u meet someone or something that cheers u alot which is very hard to find sometimes.

Is quite piss off if u the rain makes ur clothes wet and nothing to wear. Haha..

Is quite Lame to write all this.. LOL.. actually jz for fun..

Moving On..

2008-12-03T19:31:00.007+08:00

After a wonderful and great chapter of my never ending story.after camping at sg.congkak , moving on with my life.Is really a enjoyable n memorable camping with everyone there.I really appreciate every single moment spent with "you guys".
A big THANKS to my splendid bunch of friends.You all are great..

To those guys : pick up walkie talkie please.. kaka..
(only us will understand what's going on)

To those U-C-MAS : u guys sucks big time.. haha..

To those ladies : u all are tough one.. lol..

CNYE CAMP ROCKS.. WooHoo..

Jungle Tracking.. Huhu..

2008-11-23T18:21:00.006+08:00

9 sohais...
Went into the jungle..
Walk for almost 1 hour..

For..
NOTHING..

But only..
BLOOD + PAIN..

Yet..
We are still laughing when we back. wakaka..

( this link got all those picture for now.. http://mscolds.blogspot.com i lazy to upload liao.. hehe)

Nice View :p

2008-11-08T06:36:00.006+08:00

Taken by me at pangkor.. kaka..

Stolen from my friend's N95..

Back to desert again..

2008-11-08T06:11:00.003+08:00

138km journey.. Driving back to cyber alone while listening to soft music ( 2nd album which katryn compose for me ) make me realize many things. Life is so unpredictable and scary, along the way i saw a car upside down. LOL. all the glasses scattered on the road. i hope the driver and those passengers are fine.

ACCIDENT is freaking frightening.

ACCIDENT VS LIFE. they always come together. You cannot deny that.

ACCIDENTSSSSSSSSSSS can change your life. Don get regret later if you have the chances to do the thing u wanted to do it now yet u don't.

now I'm facing a door which have 2 sided lock.
i unlock mine but the other side have never been unlocked before. what's the point of standing in front of the door until this very moment? really not worthy la.. Life is short and we should cherish our life,therefore!!!
i decided to move to another door and awaits the surprise behind it.. hehe..
i hope u can do that too.

Back to school again make me happy and excited perhaps i expecting something brand new to happen this semester. Who knows!! i might hit lottery this time and go overseas le. LOL.

Emptiness..

2008-11-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

"i'm always here when ur heart is filled with sorrow & despair. Let it out, dont bottled it up."

i wish someone out there can tell me this!!!!

it has been a while, yet, the feeling is still with me.
when will it stop haunting me?
is really f*cking annoying me.
still, the one is living happily now.
what the f*ck is wrong with me?
please save me and turn me into a human machine. zzz.
write me a new coding and delete all my memories.
haix.

I'm Scared but i'm lucky..

2008-10-31T03:05:00.008+08:00

English Teacher : Mother's day coming, i want each of u make a card and present to your mummy.

Everyone start preparing their own card.

A boy wrote on the card :
"Mummy i love you, you are the best in this whole 'wild' world."

The teacher took the card, laugh and said : " Wrong, is whole 'wide' world.
Is not whole 'wild' world."

But now,
as i grown up, what i have experienced and what i have seen.
i think the 'wild' is suit for this world. Far beyond the fence of our home, is a ugly and selfish world outside. Thank god, there is still love and care around me. My family and my friends, you all are my precious treasure, i found u guys and i will keep u all in my pocket. Thanks for all the support. hehe.. WooHoo..

Patience

2008-10-31T02:17:00.005+08:00

Man : Do u understand what does patience means?
Boy : Nope.
Man : Patience means be Cool and Steady in handling things.
Boy : oO, do u manage to do that all the time?
Man : Of course....... no.
Boy : LOL.
Man : I'm learning too. ok? zz..
Boy : hehe..

Everyday we are waiting.
waiting for bus. >i jz spent 8 hours in travelling today.. zzz..<
waiting for train.
waiting for meal.
waiting for washroom.
waiting for lift.
waiting to go back from school.
waiting to get out from traffic jam.
waiting for traffic lights.
waiting for movie tickets.
waiting for pocket money. >hehe<
waiting for someone's sms.
waiting for my damn result.
waiting for the oneoneoneoneoneone.
waiting for BLA BLA BLA....

The key to get through all this is to be PATIENCE. zzz.. sometimes i tend to forget what the f* does patience means. eventually, ends up in messy situation. haix. I do regret after that. Damn!! Is time to change.... seriously!! Cool and Steady..

BE PATIENCE IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS......
in not getting high blood pressure , heart attack , obesity , bad temper , pimples ( hehe ).. hmm what else har?? lol..

H parameter..

2008-10-28T21:41:00.012+08:00

The route was invented by a boy name ah ken.

The name was created by a girl name yan ling.

This route is specially made for those who needed.

Currently ah ken , yan ling and a nice person - kai shi are using it.

let us 3 race and see who reaches the end point 1st. hehe.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

holidays..

2008-10-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

holidays should be enjoying but why i'm not enjoying. >ZZZ<
mayb my mind is not right. something in there still troubling me.
BUT..
luckily i do have bunch of good friends around me. wasting their precious time for me.
specially thx to katryn who share nice and gentle songs with me. really helps me a lot.
hehe..

isn't nice if everyone around you is sincere and fine person. i know..

IS IMPOSSIBLE.

I end my first post with WooHoo..